Sing it RiRi

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!

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Firstly I have to say a massive thank you to everyone who has been asking me where I've disappeared to and if I'm alright. I'm fine :) It's been just over a year since I last uploaded anything to youtube and as you will have noticed this is a slightly different set up to the usual videos I was uploading. Please don't get me wrong, I loved my time on youtube but there were a number of things that started to hold me back. 

Firstly I just couldn't keep up with the level of commitment that I wanted to have and that you guys deserved. I have aways thought that if I'm going to bother doing something then I might as well give everything I've got or not bother at all. I'm not hanging up my youtube hat quite yet but for now it will have to be an as and when kind of thing. 

Secondly, I didn't feel like I was really making any useful contribution with my videos. I adore all the wonderful girls and boys that I follow and they really inspired me to put myself out there, but I never really took the time to decide what I was going to be about, or what I was going to represent and I found myself running out of steam pretty quickly. I watch youtube videos for so many different reasons…to learn something new, to feel good about the world…sometimes completely out of boredom (we've all been there), but I wasn't completely sure why I was making videos... 

So now I find myself here…writing a blog post…WHAT?! I am completely new to this! I've never really followed anyone else's blogs or really thought about writing one myself, but I think that's the beauty of this little venture. I want this to be a place where I'm not attempting to live up to the standards of those that have gone before me (that sounds a bit epic…) but I can just do what I want. So I've decided that (for now) this will all be a little random, I'm not going to define what this is…'cos to be honest I HAVE NO CLUE…but I'm going to have fun doing it. It doesn't matter if 1 or 100 people read this, as long as we all have fun doing it!

I feel like this is a good place to end this short foray into my mind, but expect more. I have thoroughly enjoyed typing this and watching it come together…hopefully it will make it to the big bad web…but if it doesn't…well I've had fun doing it :)

xox